Just want something real! No games, see me, Ill see you. Transparency
Ill be honest
I dont know what to write or exactly what Im looking for
I know what I have
And I know what I lost
And not Im a little lost too
But looking to find my way again
So allow me to do something that no one does on CL
To just be honest
Im married for a decade now
We have our issues as all couples do but the main thrust of the family I am not looking to change
Its a good family
There is also a part of me that I have sacrificed to maintain the family unit
That part of me can be very strong and intense at times
So over the years I have developed 3 fwb relationships, they all ended with relocations but then I met her
I cant it a fwb relationship
There was such kismet
It was strong
Fast
And very intense
It also ended fast and intense
And I cant say that Im all right in the head and heart with it all
But Im trying
As we all know, letting go can be hard
So please dont fault me for that
Like you, Im just human
Im not sharing all this to give you the impression that Im drama filled
Im not, in fact quite the opposite
Times spent with a lover or fwb should be very care free
That would be my goal, I simply want you to know where I am beginning on this road
So I guess Im looking for someone to chill with, laugh, have a few drinks and if the chemistry is there someone to play with
I work m-f and off at 2 every day
And always have time to meet up after work and kick back
I also take the out most weekends and some down time and Im always available to get together
I live in chandler and would hope to find a friend somewhat close but Im open
So what are you looking for?
If its an attractive guy with stunning blue eyes and very well inked, great sense of humor and loves to banter back and forth and my relationship status isnt an issue
Maybe you should drop me a note and lets see if there is a connection
Please no haters, its pointless
I am who I am and your riving isnt going to change that
Lets get be real
I hope this reaches you in good health In mind and body
And as Im reaching out into the darkness, Im hoping you reach back
Lets see what happens
With a lil luck, the gods will be kind this time
Im open to whoever decides that this is genuine
Just please dont send me an or web site that I have to respond to, Ill just delete it
Just want to find individuals and or couples who are genuinely real and are searching for something real
Cheers
P.S
I have this wed before thanksgiving off and now I find myself with nothing to do,
Just a thought